mental filing cabinet

I am too tired to finish writing my paper that is due tomorrow, yet I am sitting here writing a blog entry...there seems to be something wrong with this picture, but oh well who the fuck cares.
I haven't written for a while, and I figured even though I don't know what the hell to think of about whats going on in my life, things will some how make more sense once I write them down.
I got off of work about two hours ago, girls who I work with live off of drama, needless to say I don't get along with most of them because I refuse to gossip about the targeted girls they don't like, heck I've probably become one of them but I'd rather have the target on my back than talk crap about people I barely know. I don't know why I like this job, I feel like I enjoy selling things to people. It's one of the talents I never realized I had, and even though some of the girls are bitchy, and I get hit on be sleezy guys, and I may be developing arthritis in my fingers from folding an endless array of panties, I like it.
I think I'm actually going to miss the friends I've made here in the past couple of months, dont get me wrong I still want to get the flying fuck out of here as soon as possible, but a little part of me will miss them. I think I may have found a place to live in January, hopefully my application gets approved, and if it doesn't I'll be pissed because I just wasted 45 dollars for processing my application. I am so excited though, I signed up for classes today...next quarter will be killer, 2 labs and 3 lectures, but have I already mentioned I'm excited.
I want January to be here, I want Christmas to come and go, I want this year to be over, because even though this year has had a couple amazing times, and the really horrible times which have allowed me to grow as a person, I am ready to wave good-bye to this year and start over.
I think It's funny how people apologize months after they have done something, I dont understand how people will ignore you for months and then expect you to forgive them. Well that happened to me today, and I forgave the person because I don't want to not like someone, too much negative energy. I want to be happy.
I find myself worrying about things I should definately not give the time of day, I've already devoted too much of my time to you and you don't deserve any more of it. So now I'm going back to being a selfish person, and focusing on me, because I'm more entertaining than you anyway.
That's about it for now I better go do something with that paper since its due tomorrow.