Saturday, January 3, 2009

The night before

Everything is different this time around.
I've been counting down to this day, but I am not as excited as I thought I would be.
I'm not nervous, I'm no longer eager, Instead I feel this unknown emotion taking over me...I feel determined.
I'm no longer looking for the "college experience" or the endless nights of parties, instead I feel like I have something to prove to myself and my family this time around.
This is completely throwing me off, I thought that when this day finally came I would be the happiest person to leave the tri-cities, don't get me wrong I am happy to leave this place but at the same time there is this bitter feeling as well, a feeling I wasn't expecting at all. Weird.

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