Good-bye my dear friend

As my insides blow apart,
I hold it all together,
Fake smile,
Like everything is fine.

Look inside,
And you will find
A soulless girl, laying there
Limp, motionless,
Tears rolling down her face

She says she doesn’t care,
She claims to not give a fuck.
But in reality she’s torn apart.
Without anyone left to trust.

People in and out of her life,
At their own convenience
This can’t be healthy she thinks.
But I miss them as well.
I miss laughing all night,
I miss the comfort of knowing you were always there.

She recalls the one time she needed her best friend,
Her best friend had left her stranded,
Alone and abandoned
I missed you for while,
I still do sometimes.

Now you want back in,
But I am too dead inside to care.
I’ve spent too many tears for your absence
For the void you left behind

I wish it didn’t happen like this,
But the truth is that it did,
And all I have left to say is
“Good-bye my dear friend,
I once held you close to my heart.
There is no more room for you there,
So I think it’s the time for us to part.”